Gold Rush Shuffle 2014: Dr Jekyll and Mr. Horsey

If I have learned anything in the 12 years since I first rode in an AERC event it is this: pack everything, be prepared for everything, and most crucially, leave a corner of your coping brain available to engage when your plan goes completely sideways. Because it will. Inevitably, perhaps gloriously, and definitely whether you want it to or not.

The backstory and plan?
Attending a 3 day multiday ride a mere hour from my house. Scrappy and I were signed up for back to back 50 milers, looking to test our fitness with our first 100 miler on the docket for February. We’d had a frisky but still sensible completion at the Nevada Derby 50 in April, which told me I needed to play with saddle fit and get Scrappy working on the bit, a  bit, any bit, since he Hi-Ho Silvere’ed  through the hackamore I’d been riding him in since purchase. We spent May-November riding LSD miles and working in the round pen, and it was showing to the point where a friend riding him remarked on his change in attitude and body, admiring his recognition of half halts and proper carriage where previously he jutted his jaw and motored on his way how he liked. I felt like we had our shit together physically and mentally, I had back ups for my back up gear, copious rain gear for both of us for the storm predicated to roll in Friday night, a dry bed promised me in a friend’s horse trailer negating need for my tent–surely nothing could go too wrong? (somewhere, endurance elves are snickering..)
I even cleaned up my pinto poopaloosa a little before we left for camp
wide open spaces…scenic but not ideal as we discover..
Ride camp was literally an hour away and a place that I’ve trained at fairly often if not actually attended rides at, so it didn’t take long to find the spot buddy J had saved us and settle in.
ET phone home from on high
Scrappy and J’s new gelding Shiner settled in nicely
 cozy bunk in back of J’s trailer
 J bedazzling her pony, as one does! 
I’m sad over the lack of photo evidence of our vet in trot out, as the trot out has been one of our projects over the summer. When I bought Scrappy in summer of 2013 he had already done a few rides including a 100 miler, and was entirely unimpressed and mostly unwilling to Trot Out as needed for vet checks, resulting in me dragging him like a dead thing at our first ride together. Mortifying and unacceptable, so we practice and at our last 50 we managed 2/4 decent trot outs. We’ve practiced literally every time I’ve handled him all summer and his barefoot trot out on this Friday afternoon was the bees knees, though I didn’t exactly see it, I could hear and feel it, and I heard others say he floated.Why spend a paragraph on a 20 second occurrence? Because small victories matter, especially when the larger picture didn’t get painted exactly as the human artist intended.  
nomming a thanksgiving potluck hanging out with friends around the fire in ride
 camp was a great way to spend the holiday!
Friday morning tack up was uneventful, Scrappy moved around a little but was pretty cool. I was concerned about getting J sent out in my spare Renegades as she was having boot issues, but otherwise all seemed well.
Dr. Jekyll chilling in his office

 J and I headed for the starting area a little late and Scrappy stood politely at a kindly stranger’s offered mounting block and off we walked, with impulsion but still operating in Dr. Jekyll mode. Despite being a bit late there were a couple of horses visible heading out into the flat open spaces and a couple more getting on trail behind us. If you hear increasingly loud whispers of trouble!  in your head when you read that last sentence, you probably know where this story is headed and may well have been there/done that yourself.

I do believe that he continued his bold polite walk for all 3 steps after crossing the official start line. Bold walk became shuffling trot which turned into excited surge, stepballchange, canter in place, stepballchange, undetermined gait sideways, then everyone’s favorite Jot (jig trot!)–wait hey, there’s a buck! No rearing to be had since we had lateral control and I was already serpentine-ing and half halting, to no avail.  I can really speed up this ride story right now if I tell you that Scrappy and I did some version of that, plus circling and hand walking (and a lot of swearing) for the next 27 miles straight. If you’re surprised there’s still a few decent trail photos (or that I managed to eat or drink anything), let me assure you that only my years as a multitasking-to-survive trail guide allowed me to. The Dr. was out, Mr. Hyde was in residence,  and the little human on board was effectually relegated to nonessential annoying accouterment.

Aurora: “hole! bog! ditch! We’re gonna die!!
Scrappy: I IS INVINCIBLE AND RIDECAMP IS THAT WAY!
photo credit Baylor/Gore
Aurora: sonofabitchinhors–oh SMILE
Scrappy: CAMPBUDDYCAMPCAMPCAMPBUDDYCAMP
photo credit Baylor/Gore
besides being a jackass about it, Scrappy was moving great and did all the 
important EDPP stuff just wonderfully, I was feeling great and non-nauseous myself. Eventually we’ll put that all together into a Finish!
a little pre-storm sneak peek weather way out on first loop

The loop was every inch of 27 miles as promised and I was feeling it by the time we were climbing back up into camp (just one short steep hill, more of those would have been useful!). Scrappy hadn’t flagged even a little bit and somewhere deep down a small part of me was impressed at his fitness. But mostly just extra, super, extraordinarily irritated. No one likes their horse checking out on them for even 1 mile let alone an entire LD distance, and I was concerned about how quickly he was moving as he rarely exhibits a power trot at home, let alone for MILES. We do train at the canter so I threw some of that in to try to switch up/save his muscles, as well as hand walking when able. I had a new problem of somehow jamming my right big toe so painfully riding the Scrappy rocket that I wasn’t all that able to walk very far at a time, actually, which was a lovely bonus. In the saddle I was focusing on switching diagonals and not curling into a defensive ball as he roared along (yes, he was THAT strong, I know my friends who ride with sleepy Scrappy at home are like whaaaa, really?).

once you leave on one long loop, you don’t get to run back to the 
trailer for gloves, real bit, etc. so…OWW

Despite his frisky fresh performance and nearly dragging me into camp, Scrappy pulsed in immediately in the 40s and after drinking and a few hay bites we vetted in with the same vet as the day before. I cued him up for our trot out expecting something at the very least decent, after all I’d just about died riding his rather impressive power trot for nearly 30 miles and his vet in trot had been lovely–but what I got was the sound of Scrappy apparently falling over himself (I was being good and not looking at him but I sure heard it!), recovering, and then trotting out NQR. Not lame, but NQR, something about the left front or hind maybe, the vet thought. I felt his rump under the cooler and immediately felt how knotted tight his power trotting muscles were. It was subtle enough in gait that the vet said continuing was up to me and to come back at the end of the hold if I wanted a peace of mind recheck, but I knew right then and there that I was going to Rider Option pull us. In the same instant I knew that it would be a bad training decision, as Scrappy was essentially a raging shite for an LD and then would get to quit, but my gut told me that physically the risk wasn’t worth it. With his complete lack of brain, my terrorized hands and foot, 28 miles of the same flat open terrain to go and a week long rain storm rolling in that night, I felt no need or desire to push a NQR to something else in search of a training win. Feeling the knots in his hindquarter muscles, shaking my head, I handed in my vet card that read all 40s pulses and all As, untacked, and that was that.

Dr. Jekyll was back & open for sympathy visiting hours as I massaged his hindquarters & hung out with other riders who’s days had gone sideways
Cute, contrite, quiet, not a whisper of the terror he had been. Oh Scrappy.

So what went “wrong” you ask? Let’s recap:

1.Scrappy now has around 400 AERC miles (made up of LDs,50s, and 1 100) with a variety of riders (3 different people competed on him previous to my purchase) and has gotten some sort of (inconsistent) notion about what this “trot for a while, get checked, do some more” thing is all about

2. Scrappy is on his 3rd year of a few rides and lots of LSD miles, so he’s pretty darn fit despite his sleepy cow eyed exterior

3. Aurora needs to stop thinking that because Scrappy is quiet for conditioning and used to be quiet on the first few e-rides we did, he’ll be that way again. That is, I DID attempt to do my homework over summer, working on control, proper body and bit carriage, **but all that jazz done by yourself or with one friend just doesn’t translate to the herd on trail scenario.**

4.Snaffle bits are for home training (for now) and merrily starting the ride in any sort of group, or even with a partner, is a bad idea (for now). Scrappy had a combination of buddy sour and camp sour going on mentally it seemed. Even when trotting with J and Shiner he bugled back to camp..lol.

5.*everybody now!*  Aurora needs to wear gloves!

Ready to go home haul home Friday pm
I think we are both ambivalent on feelings for each other in this pic, I just fake it better..

 So there you have it. Best laid plans gone awry and a totally different outcome than what we’d trained and planned all summer for, but lessons learned and horse and human returned home in overall good health which, in this crazy game of life and endurance, is something to give thanks for indeed.

Regroup, retry! See you on the AERC trails in 2015.

A Horse Week in Photos

Life is busy as ever around the Redheaded Endurance acreage and spare brain power for impressive verbiage is undeniably short. The camera finger is never tired, however, so here’s some highlights from the horsey side of life in the last week:
Sheza-poser ❤ With my filly girl
Working is different than posing. Just ask her Princessness
20 or so minutes later, looking like something I might actually want to ride! 
tis the season for lovely sunsets
Rory may not have a Rushcreek brand but I challenge you to deny the
energy efficiency that is lying down in your breakfast to eat. 
she does this 3-4 morning a week.. 
Galloping weenies! 
Ears provide lift to assist stubby legs, don’tcha know!
 Auroras Squared!   (get it?!)
Filly #2 is getting big all of sudden
sunrises aren’t too shabby either..
Blaze had a spa day on Saturday
don’t let his Rubenesque physique fool you..
he’s got the moves!!
this is how he gets up from rolling 🙂
boing!
 the  boarder goats came home for the winter and Rory was quite intrigued
an hour later, she was a professional goat herder
 Rain is forecast for a few days and next week is the endurance ride, so with buddy N’s assistance I got Blaze and Scrappy out for 10 miles this morning before the weather came in. Both boys were moving well and as of now we’re all systems go for Gold Rush Shuffle Pioneer! 
Blaze & N
 cool morning on the trails
 Scrappyderp 🙂

Off to do property rounds and make sure all’s well for the rain. Hope everyone is enjoying their November!

Horses for Health

“An apple a day keeps the doctor away.” Well maybe–my horses would like to participate in that health plan, anyway. Horse time and exercise are my mental and physical therapy, so I did my best to get my hands on my herd as much as possible this week. The autumn weather has been warm and fabulous (50 low, 75 high) for it, too.

an evening trim with Sheza filly while Rory was a total shite in the background
filly derp in Scrappy’s halter!
Wednesday we met trimmer mentor D and her grey mare for some hillwork
D had cookies, and Scrappy wanted them..
the best time of year on the trails!
Scrappy still thinks I have weird notions like walking backwards taking photos
*ambivalent ears*
Thursday evening I set aside a few hours for Rory and the fly spray bottle in the round pen.
She didn’t trot a single complete circuit this time.. 
and I sprayed her completely at liberty, so that was that, reward at the patience pole
 and a hind hoof trim, all done in under an hour.
 standing still eating is a favorite Rushcreek activity..hoof care is a boring addition
This morning Scrappy and I hit the trails early, solo
 We love the new browband-less headstall from Distance Depot, it’s just the ticket for a sweaty fathead with a broad poll. handmade in the USA, Check em out! 
 the cutest fella! 
 rock on left not to be trusted, FYI
 I did a couple miles on foot and we both had a proper sweat. I broke a cable on an old worn out hind boot but my much needed replacements should be here Monday.
(below Scrappy is seen eat/itching with mixed results)
Ride entry for the Thanksgiving ride sent! 

The New Horse Effect

Tis the season for new horses arriving at barns near and far. It may not be Christmas by the calendar but by horse lover reckoning, autumn seems to be the Time of the New Horse. I myself have been there a number of times, though my last few equines have come home earlier in the year for whatever reason. As I congratulated friends near and far on their various new horsey projects in the last few weeks, I was struck at how completely thrilled I was with the herd in my own field–and then, because I have 2 Arabian fillies, I got to experience the thrill of a “new horse” without adding another to my field.

I recounted Rory’s Great Escape in my last post, an episode that left me certain that 1. I better pay closer attention and 2. the fillies needed to be split up for everyone’s mental health. Now don’t get me wrong, they could have carried on living in the same pasture well enough, but since I have the luxury of a herd-let sprinkled around separate quarters, switching up pasture mates is totally doable and part of my filly training strategy. It was my opinion that Rory’s precocious disregard for What’s Done (i.e follow human politely for mash, not make headlong dash for freedom–and traffic) could use a healthy dose of Desire disapproval, while Sheza princess didn’t need to get any bad ideas from her little brown step sister.  Fortunately the weather cooperated with my idea of a herd shuffle right about then, sending a massively windy and rainy 24 hours last weekend that the herd spent in their stalls in the barn.

As a quick aside, this is also the time of year where blanketing/stabling debates rage, so briefly my position is this: we don’t get enough snow here for me to have experience or a policy on it. If it’s just non-windy rain, non-growing horses get rain sheets (maybe counter intuitive except that the foals always have shed access and trying to keep growing foals in blankets is ridiculous). If it’s rain+wind then they all go in their stalls in the barn, period. Sure it’s not natural and they’re bred to tough it out, yada yada. I don’t mind telling you that my human environment controlled and fenced horses aren’t living “natural in the wild” so I’ve made some adjustments there regarding care-in-weather. Plus I just don’t get any sleep with the buggers out in the rain and if I didn’t use my big beautiful stalls occasionally I think my husband would start moving in machinery..

Anyway, the wind came in strong with dark clouds in hot pursuit last Saturday and the herd got their marching orders for the stalls. Come morning the skies had cleared and Napoleon mini horse and Arabians large and small were ready to stretch their legs. Once freed, Scrappy, Sheza, and Napoleon found themselves on one side of the property while Rory rejoined step-momma Desire and Blaze on the house side of the property. Sheza cared not a bit for the reshuffle, while Rory was quite perturbed for her, which meant she trotted around slowly for 10 minutes then called every half hour or so throughout the day. I kept a wary eye on her fence jumping self that day but was reassured by the sharp click of my hot box every time I passed.

at last
Desire and Rory try on tranquility

a congress of cats..
studiously avoided gazes and barely shielded claws

 One thing I’ve particularly noticed in my Arabian herd shuffling practices is how much the younger horses try on other’s attitudes when they are pasture/fence line mates. Sheza for example, is extra blowy and dramatic when around her mother who has the same personality (minus the unquestioned trust). When pastured by Blaze, Sheza is by contrast suddenly quieter and steadier. When I brought Scrappy home and began shuffling him around too I noticed that both Sheza acted steadier pastured next to him while Scrappy took on some of her snorty and blowy spice, something he *never* exhibited on his own/next to the older horses. Rory and Sheza running together the last few months have had an exuberant air to them as only 2 baby Arabians can, so a few days after the shuffle when I had a moment to hang with Sheza in pasture I was alarmed at her quiet, steady approach to me. She immediately came to me but it was at a walk,  her gaze slightly averted, and she stopped a few feet away and stood completely quiet. Her projected energy couldn’t have been more opposite of the YEEHAW BUCKAROO sliding stop greetings I’d been receiving, and my reaction went something like this:

“What? You’re Walking up? Stopping quietly??! Not mauling me? Are you dying?!!”

I’d just seen her doing various healthy horse things (eating, drinking pooping) so I didn’t think she could be too poorly, and my brain bumped over to the fact that she was now living with Senor Napoleon and next to Scrappy. The cool kids. They Who Shall Not Be Rushed. Sure enough at feeding time she was bright eyed and headed for the manger, but at a steady walk, none of this filly galloping stuff. She has remained Sheza Cool Customer, friendly but not *too eager,* mind.

Sheza’s cool kid version of being excited 
(and was actually trotting away from me back to her friends)
for contrast..her usual entrance
Meanwhile across the way yearling Rory led 18 year old’s Desire and Blaze in some rousing hill gallops and explored her new digs, trying on some dramatic Desire-esque 6 ft reverse leaps at minor noises just for funsies over the next few days. The wet weather called for easy hoof trimming but a sudden warm up after the storm had affected a major bug hatch, meaning everyone needed fly spray just to stand still and not go crazy, let alone be handled. Trimming the hooves of a fly harassed horse is just asking for trouble, but brave bold Rory has proven herself an utter whimp about the swishing fly spray bottle since arrival. So far I’d been trying to address it slowly and gradually, without a lot of physical work for either of us since she’s so young. Still, it’d been a number of patient sessions now but that morning Rory flashed me the eyeball and raised her head and started backing away from the bottle noise as if it was all new once again. Considering her precocious attitude and solid body, I decided it was time to address this the proper way, yearling or not. 

And so 2 Auroras, a fly spray bottle, and a dressage pad went down to the round pen and stayed there for a solid 2 hours. At the end, we were definitely NOT over the spray bottle issue, we’d merely established a building block. I’d shaken and sprayed my way through 6 fillings of the spray bottle (filled with water, mind you)– I’d also been bitten, but she was decidedly the more sweaty.

What was the dressage pad for? To pique her interest, mostly. Rory is nosy and has an oral fixation, she just isn’t a spooky type aside from the spray bottle, so I figured one way or the other she’d want to mess with that saddle pad, and that saddle pad therefore became part of my world, the world of spray bottles. It was a world that I was perfectly happy for her to inhabit with me, if she was content to hang out with my swishing spray bottle. If not, that was fine too, I’d just calmly keep swishing and spraying and she’d keep expressing her disbelief and and annoyance in feet movement until she wore down again.  I figured there was no point trying to get the actual spray on her until she was comfortable with the noise first, which she clearly wasn’t, so I was noisy as I could be, shaking and spraying the bottle constantly. The moment her attention came in to me and she stopped I’d stop the bottle and go quiet. She quickly recognized that was the reward, so immediately started testing what if she halfway committed to stopping, or rushed at me to stop , or what if she just stopped over here far away not looking at me, wouldn’t that make the swishing stop? Nope, the swishing/shaking only stopped when she stopped and politely checked in facing me, and each time she’d accept me slowly moving around her a little farther and a little closer, just spraying and shaking the bottle, not even necessarily pointed at her. True to Aurora form she stubbornly insisted she knew best for a good long while, then gradually began accepting that my world, the place of hanging out, relaxed, with that intriguing saddle pad on the ground, with my magic itchy fingers, and with this annoying swishing sidekick was kinda the place she sorta wanted to be.

first I just sat quietly and let her establish the surroundings. 
the round pen is inside the pasture she’s been living in with Desire
quickly unimpressed by round pen and already after the dressage pad, I stayed soft & quiet and started shaking and swishing the bottle, not even directed at her
training can be boring..just hanging out shaking and swishing! 
been an hour plus
 about an hour 30 minutes, she’s properly sweaty & 
starting to realize she’s the one working herself. I’m just chilling shaking my bottle! 
 We left it when she stood for a light spraying all over body and legs and a good neck scratch. We also had a LOVELY quiet hoof trim session after this  😉

 A big storm rolled in the next day or I would have done another round pen session right away. The ground is completely soaked and unsafe for the next few days now but as soon as it’s tractable Rory and I will be back in the round pen with our bottle; I doubt it will take more than a few sessions like this to get her over the issue but this little gal has surprised me before!

post storm sunrise

abstract caliber pumpkin carving 😉  the chickens appreciated it 

Hope you’re all staying safe and warm out there, and enjoying your horses new and old!

Pay Attention, Human

If you’ve tuned in before, you may have done some reading on my thoughts regarding the risks of assumptions with horses.  Of course, I’m so cleverly human that I can write a long cogent blog post on the issue and then completely disregard my own advice and thoughts and be freshly surprised at the shenanigans of horses thought to be Something They Maybe Aren’t (Yet?).

Today we revisit the land of assumption-overturning Rushcreeks, but instead of focusing on Scrappy, this is about young missus Rushcreek Aurora, she of the freckled blaze face, who shares my name–and apparently my independent streak and cool planning brain. Aurora arrived here in April at 9 months old with minimal handling. From the moment she marched off the transport trailer and coolly started grazing I knew I had a different sort of filly on my hands. It’s understandable that a young horse in a new setting may glance askance at it’s new human, be nervous, maybe take some time to settle in. What was fascinating about Rory was that as a 9 month old, suddenly 1500 miles from her birthplace, she seemed to assess her paddock, the horses on either side of her, and that was that. There was simply no drama. Also remarkable to me was the fact that she had zero interest in me *at all* for the first few days. Having raised the ever affectionate and attention demanding Sheza, this was some cool treatment from filly #2, but we’re all individuals, and fair enough! 

 As Rory gained weight, shed out, and generally came into her own over the next few months, I found her detachment from humans still a bit head-tilting, but was *thrilled* with her steady, non dramatic approach to, well, everything. Sheza has put me through the OhMyStarsICouldn’tPossibly! Show on catching, haltering, feet handling, haltering, hoof trimming, bathing, haltering, tying, blankets, the list goes on (and yes she really did revert to un-catchable that many times in her wee youth). The resistance doesn’t necessarily run deep in her, but the Show is *always* there, and learning how to buy a ticket for the ride but not react back and jump off in fear/frustration has been a truly invaluable learning experience for me over the last few years. 

Cue Rory, who’s one and only catch/halter issue was the first catch after her arrival, consisting of 25 minutes of relaxed trotting around and a final and very obvious stop, sigh, Whatever, Do your thing Human. With the exception of spray bottles, that final attitude has held on everything I have presented her with. On hand walks she is bold and inquisitive, and when presented with confounding moments like hoses being turned on or Weird Human Behavior, she boldly stares and often marches up to whatever the offending item is, human or otherwise. 
Maybe you can see how I could get lulled into a false sense of security with my little namesake. Even as Rory tried on a half assed version of being spooky from hanging around Sheza, Sheza suddenly became grudgingly bolder about items and behavior that made her want to run away in grand terror–don’t get me wrong, she still embraces her true nature, as evidenced by Rory and I wearing our rubber mash pan hats together in the field while Sheza orbited us in disbelief. But the Rushcreek mellow was rubbing off on us all and I started assuming I had myself a real quiet nice little obedient filly on my hands.
In Mid July, I moved Rory into her own pasture, with adjoining fence lines to Desire and Blaze. Much like her human counterpart who once manipulated grade school seating charts to her liking, Rory re-seated herself into Desire’s pasture one morning, giving herself a grand hind leg scrape in the process. I tried to give her the benefit of the doubt that she was itching on the fence, panicked, and somehow ended up over into the next paddock, but forensic evidence and the measured look in this filly’s eye as she trotted experimental rushes at the fence line in the following days showed me that it was an entirely calculated effort. The hot fence went higher, and hotter. We moved on.
Recently, Mel and I discussed how Rory’s outwardly quiet and amiable attitude may allow her to get away with more than blowy Sheza does, and the potential for her to present me with new challenges with the very different head on her shoulders. Oh Mel, we are so wise! 
step sisters in mischief
Yesterday I had a chance to do a quick hill workout from home on Scrappy, which was drama in and of itself. Long story short we got surrounded on a paved public road by 300+ lbs of aggressive dogs and in the seconds after I’d thrown everything I had at them and was panic-hoping Scrappy would start kicking, the owner finally called them off and apologized (gee, thanks). Mostly it was a salvageable ride, especially the part where Scrappy was a shit about heading home so he had to turn and trot back up the big hill–and he did so, without flagging! I actually got the impression I’ve been building some fitness in the mellow fellow.
Anyway I’d  gotten home, simmered down from my dog attack/hill ride and was distributing mashes back home, fillies last. I left their gate cracked behind me as I do, and with the assumption they’d eagerly be at my shoulder for the mashes as usual, started down the hill to their mash spot, only I heard rapid hoofbeats going the *other* way and turned to see Rory on a direct beeline across the yard, ducking the barely visible hot wire, and straight out the open gate toward the county road, with a car coming. I was already running as this unfolded but didn’t have a shot at cutting Rory off before she got the road until Sheza’s obvious uncertainty at this behavior–she stayed in the barnyard as Rory darted for the road–made Rory pause long enough for me to spring past her and shoo her back up the driveway. We have an auto gate and it would take too long to dismantle it to close it manually with the determined escape filly so all 3 of were in a run for the cross tie stalls–they because it’s where the goodies are, I because it’s where the gate clicker was. The three of reached it at approximately the same time, I snatched up the clicker, and we all three wheeled and had a dead heat foot race back toward the now (slooowwwwllyyy) closing gateway. I haven’t run that hard since high school track and I did in fact beat them down there. My husband and his friend arrived around the corner in time to shoo Rory back in the pasture (Sheza was clearly confused and wanted to be haltered immediately) and I dumped their mashes out to the chickens in a fine fuming redhead rage. 
the culprits and the gate
The escape was clearly Rory’s idea, and while Sheza bucked and goofed and headed right for her buddies as I would expect a newly minted young escapee to, Rory made a direct and concerted effort to get out the front gate, a gate she’d seen Scrappy and I ride out from and back to not long before. She also showed no concern that Sheza was haltered and led back to the pasture, deciding instead to adventure out alone in the yard until my husband and his friend shooed her back the right way. 
I believe the young miss Aurora has put me on notice: Be Lax and Beware. I see a similar streak in Scrappy in that if you give him an inch (of sympathy, say) he’ll take a mile (my god, yes, I AM dying, we must quit immediately). Scrappy however has a strong sense of self preservation, and that’s something that I’m hoping Rory might embrace a bit more in the future.